I know I have been hard on myself lately, that's because a lot of people don't really like me where I live. they think it's just fun 2 pick on the losers and think they are the best! i am a real loser in my hometown. I'm a loser in every house place school.....every where i go! it just follows me around!

i wish I was sombody else, but then I won't feel the same.....I don't care if i get in trouble as long as they get in trouble with me!

I don't want to live this way anymore....can sum1 take me away and i come back as a different somebody?

I don't really like 2 do anything now....it's just toooo lame! i don't like to play video games....I use 2 love playing them,I don't like drawing i use to love that as well....
but now I'm just nothing but a loser! I think that's my nickname "Eh loser!" *sigh*

I wish I was popular n the kids who picked on me or not!!! I don't care if they die I just want them 2 stop picking on me! sorry for all the depressing journals all them time!

just like 2 blog things in.....to show people how I feel.....

n btw 2 I wanna do school there!!! i don't want to do school here anymore....it's to lame.I know yr tired of me saying that, i just want to 2 do school there. I know yr mom won't let that happend.....i just wish that would happen.....