*siiigh* Finally, I'm done deleting all my drawings! now I finally can relax, n not worry about my drawings being on DA!

Sorry for all the people who add one of my drawings 2 there favs...I just haded 2 get rid of thhem!I hated them.

well that's all! btw this mite be my last journal too!

I guess I really am leaving^^ that's goooood!

if u look in my scraps, u won't see anydrawings. that's where they were all are, if people didn't really know...
as u know u can see I'm happy now,cuz I'm done with DA!!!!

well it's time 2 delete all of my drawings in my scraps! every single one of them, even if I won't be able 2 see them anymore!^^that's ok though.

Well time 2 do that right now! bye bye!

I know I have been hard on myself lately, that's because a lot of people don't really like me where I live. they think it's just fun 2 pick on the losers and think they are the best! i am a real loser in my hometown. I'm a loser in every house place school.....every where i go! it just follows me around!

i wish I was sombody else, but then I won't feel the same.....I don't care if i get in trouble as long as they get in trouble with me!

I don't want to live this way anymore....can sum1 take me away and i come back as a different somebody?

I don't really like 2 do anything now....it's just toooo lame! i don't like to play video games....I use 2 love playing them,I don't like drawing i use to love that as well....
but now I'm just nothing but a loser! I think that's my nickname "Eh loser!" *sigh*

I wish I was popular n the kids who picked on me or not!!! I don't care if they die I just want them 2 stop picking on me! sorry for all the depressing journals all them time!

just like 2 blog things in.....to show people how I feel.....

n btw 2 I wanna do school there!!! i don't want to do school here anymore....it's to lame.I know yr tired of me saying that, i just want to 2 do school there. I know yr mom won't let that happend.....i just wish that would happen.....

man...i fell weak....maybe becauses I have 20 cuts all over my left arm...and not any one my otherxD i'm a righty so.....I just put cuts on my left T_T.....

sorry that this isa shor journal....I really want to stop being upset butI can't help it!!!

thnx for reading

Hey can someone anwser me this! Can I be more Depressed then I am now? and I'm very depressed!! I even fell to the ground for how much sadness I have!!! (in P.E)

I'm tired of competing of all thses wonderful art!!
I can never be like them...I'm not going to compet anymore! I'm just going to quit all the things I want!! I don't want to draw anymore when I get older!

I feel like I want to end my life ONCE AND FOR ALL!!!!!but I can't...I don't know how...
I was thinking about that for a long time now...ever since I was 7!(no lie) i've always hated my life...

no one cared for...no one helped me....no one took away my tears when I need them gone!!! It's to hurtful to live like this! And I'm not going to see the doctor about this!! They would never help me! ><

I give up on everything! I'm just going to play video games I guess.....but I'm not going to draw ever again!! I try to draw like other great people, but I can't...
the only people who like my art is my mom and dad....but they're only saying that so I won't get hurt....

I'm too bad at drawing to compet with and other people!! on my watch list!! well most of them....

thnx for reading....I guess.....

it hurts to say that....I'm thinking i'm more then depressed....but that's not posible rite?